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24 February 2010 @ 06:45 pm
[fic] with a star  
With a Star
donghae/eunhyuk. 697 words. pg. romance
Hyukjae is always full of doubts, worries and sometimes... regrets...






Going out with a famous person is a challenge and it is never easy, even more so when that famous guy has more than a million fans waiting to rip and eat you up alive...



I laid my head down on his chest, comforting myself with his steady rhythm of breathing, raising his hard muscled chest up and down. Feeling tired from the day, I closed my eyes slowly. Letting my mind wanders freely and I could feel the thought , ’what if’s started flooding my mind.



What if he never saw him at all?

Not that it would only be a waste of life for missing him, but at least he wouldn’t need to see him from afar, living everyday in fear of someone sees him coming out of his flat every night. But of course, he just had to saw him and fell in love immediately the first time he saw the said man on tv. Keeping his bedroom door wide open so as to hear his mother shouts whenever he was on air, that is until he drained all his savings and bought a new LCD for his room the very next month.




What if he never met him, coincidentally or not?

He wouldn’t have this annoying heartache, which always comes attacking his poor heart and mind whenever he sees him, close with some gorgeous plastic girls on air, hugging, kissing or even sometimes pretending to have sex, while there he is, watching him faithfully with tears in his eyes, thinking of the lies to tell the other when he got home. The usual, “Hey, what have you been doing? Did you watch Tv?” “No, why?” “Nothing.” But of course he just had to bumped into him in the elevator in his agency building for about twenty times and finally being asked for his name.




What if he never agreed to go out with him?

He wouldn’t need to suffer like this, instead, charmed by all his perfections and wide, happy smile, he just had to nod his head like his life depended on it and blushed furiously, matching his red fiery hair.



And the list keeps going on.



“Hyukkie...” he said, ever so softly against my ear.


“Hmnn?” I mused, looking up at him from his chest. He was having that serious expression on his face and I just couldn’t help but find it sexy.

He hesitated for a second before breathed, biting his lip, “Move in with me, Hyuk.”


I swear my heart literally skipped a beat then.


“H-hae... Are you sure?”


Gently, he lifted my head from his bare chest and brought it closer to his. He pressed his lips lightly to mine and whispered, “Yes I am baby, I’ve been thinking about it for a while.” He then added, solemnly, “The thought of missing you alone is becoming unbearable to me” he said, hands cupping my cheek, caressing them softly.


I gulped and blurted out, “B-but what about your fans? What if they found out about us? You could lose your job. What if they hate you because of it? What if t—” when he suddenly kissed me, cutting me off.


He laughed lightly and murmured, “Enough with the 'what if's, you think too much. Let them know baby, and if they don’t accept you, then I don’t need them to accept me.”


I gasped, “Hae!”


“What? That’s seriously what I think. You are my first priority anyway, it always been and will”


Feeling the sting in my eyes and hot tears began trickling down, I buried my head to his neck, sobbing fervently. Donghae hushed me, rubbing my back in comforting manner lovingly. “Aw Hyukkie don’t cry” he muttered. I nodded and let out a muffled sorry.


Looking up from beneath my glistening lashes I leaned forward and kissed him. All my doubts and regrets gone into thin air. As always, I concluded, my suffering, his loneliness are all worth it. Feeling my stomach flutters as he moved his lips against mine, I couldn’t do nothing but to kiss him, summing up all my love for him in it.




author's note: this was supposed to be a drabble /sobs. so i just had my 3 days NYAA camp, which was hell i tell you. Having no phone, internet and away from civilization, my insane brain just kept thinking about suju/hae/eunhae lol

anywayy, i started this out as a drabble and i think i failed in the term of 'few lines' --"
sorry if its confusing, i kinda just wrote the things that were on my mind
 
 
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purple_garden: Kyu EHBpurple_garden on February 24th, 2010 01:17 pm (UTC)
SPOT!
Should i post some Hae-chan photos? LOL
just gotta ♥fishydotlove on February 24th, 2010 01:22 pm (UTC)
POST 'EM ALL !!
>D
hyukhae4ever: (^.^)vhyukhae4ever on February 24th, 2010 02:23 pm (UTC)
EAT!
hyukhae4ever: <3hyukhae4ever on February 24th, 2010 04:43 pm (UTC)
oh my EunHae...
i really, really, really <3333333333333333 this...
no need to doubt the love you have for each other...
this is truly sweet ^^
(no subject) - fishydotlove on February 26th, 2010 06:38 am (UTC) (Expand)
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☆highly intoxicated by you;: fishismeiarim on February 24th, 2010 02:43 pm (UTC)
SPOT
☆highly intoxicated by you;: beautifuleiarim on February 24th, 2010 03:15 pm (UTC)
OMG SO SWEET!!!!!
“Enough with the 'what if's, you think too much. Let them know baby, and if they don’t accept you, then I don’t need them to accept me.”
♥♥&hearts
(no subject) - fishydotlove on February 26th, 2010 06:45 am (UTC) (Expand)
foreversjrulesforeversjrules on February 24th, 2010 04:28 pm (UTC)
awww...why is the incrideble, gorgeous, cute, sexy, adorable guy feels so insecure?? he should knoe hae always loves him and put him on priority. ;DD

so sweet!!
<3<3<3
just gotta ♥fishydotlove on February 26th, 2010 06:48 am (UTC)
ikr!

thank youuu<3

just saw the article about hyukkie having swine flu *cries*
(no subject) - foreversjrules on February 27th, 2010 02:12 am (UTC) (Expand)
cocobandacocobanda on February 24th, 2010 04:44 pm (UTC)
SO SWEET~
He laughed lightly and murmured, “Enough with the 'what if's, you think too much. Let them know baby, and if they don’t accept you, then I don’t need them to accept me.”

ILOVE IT<<3
just gotta ♥fishydotlove on February 26th, 2010 06:49 am (UTC)
THANK YOUUUU 8D
noroimononoroimono on February 24th, 2010 07:17 pm (UTC)
AWWWWW~~~~!
TOO SWEET... (my teeth MIGHT actually fall out ^-^)
anyways i LOVED this fic!!! hyukkie worrying about EVERYTHING and hae just saying it doesn't matter as long as they're TOGETHER!!!!

ahaha i love my caps *sorry*
just gotta ♥fishydotlove on February 26th, 2010 07:15 am (UTC)
LOLOL i hope they didnt really fall out xD

hyukkie is such a worrywart xD

thank you! nahh i love caps<3
Jessica ★13fireflies on February 24th, 2010 09:44 pm (UTC)
Eunhae just makes my day. ^^

“What? That’s seriously what I think. You are my first priority anyway, it always been and will” awwwwww...... this is so cute!!!!!

*huggles*
just gotta ♥fishydotlove on February 26th, 2010 09:17 am (UTC)
yay im gladdd

*huggles* thank youu bb<3
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just gotta ♥fishydotlove on February 26th, 2010 09:26 am (UTC)
thank you for reading :)

lol i hate myself for writing that too :(
puff & the paper;: eunhae / heart battery ♥kt_luvu26 on February 24th, 2010 09:53 pm (UTC)
Hae is so sweet ~ ;___; They must be together always <3 I love this, thanks for writing~ ^^
just gotta ♥fishydotlove on February 26th, 2010 09:29 am (UTC)
he is! aww glad you loved this
thx for reading! <3
lily_chan76lily_chan76 on February 24th, 2010 10:13 pm (UTC)
With a Star
So sweeet! =3
aww~ hyukie! Donghie loves u so much! so cute!^^
just gotta ♥fishydotlove on February 26th, 2010 09:29 am (UTC)
Re: With a Star
lol thank you 8D
xcamerarawrxcamerarawr on February 24th, 2010 11:38 pm (UTC)
spot.
xcamerarawrxcamerarawr on February 24th, 2010 11:41 pm (UTC)
ohmygosh, that was literally one of the most sweetest things i've read<3.
“Enough with the 'what if's, you think too much. Let them know baby, and if they don’t accept you, then I don’t need them to accept me.”
that line had to be my favorite of them all though. but really... i hae really does love
hyuk even if it doesn't seem like it, he doesss! ;D. great story.
(no subject) - fishydotlove on February 26th, 2010 09:42 am (UTC) (Expand)
junholovejunholove on February 24th, 2010 11:39 pm (UTC)
Aww this was so sweet and adorable
and I love how strong Hae is to Hyukkie
They really are the perfect couple :)
just gotta ♥fishydotlove on February 26th, 2010 09:42 am (UTC)
THEY AREEE!
thank you for reading!~
hitsu~♥hitsugaya15 on February 25th, 2010 12:29 am (UTC)
SPOT!!!
just gotta ♥fishydotlove on February 25th, 2010 09:57 am (UTC)
xD
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dbsj0001dbsj0001 on February 25th, 2010 01:39 am (UTC)
awwww~
it's so sweet!
hyukkie should know by now he's only hae's priority!
love it too much!!! <33333
just gotta ♥fishydotlove on February 26th, 2010 09:46 am (UTC)
yeah he should lol
THANK YOUUU 8D
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just gotta ♥fishydotlove on February 26th, 2010 11:04 pm (UTC)
:))) glad you liked it!
letmeflyawaymcts051129 on February 25th, 2010 04:54 am (UTC)
S P O T
letmeflyaway: haehyuk answermcts051129 on February 25th, 2010 04:57 am (UTC)
Don't worry Hae i will accept you and Hyuk !!!
Go ahead! Do wt u want to him!!! *yells*
(no subject) - fishydotlove on February 26th, 2010 11:05 pm (UTC) (Expand)
leona_green: Super Junior//Donghae//sushow IIleona_green on February 25th, 2010 07:33 am (UTC)
Wow..hae is so sweet!
Hyuk should stop thinking much and just feeling
just gotta ♥fishydotlove on March 1st, 2010 09:56 am (UTC)
lol i forgot to rep you :(

i knoww! 8D hyuk should just go all over already xD
thank you bb<3
all hail the scorpio ficwar queenakihikaru on February 25th, 2010 10:35 am (UTC)
ARGH. unni isnt a ninja anymore. DX

DAMN COLLEGE and ALL THE HOMEWROK. DX

SPOT. T_T
all hail the scorpio ficwar queenakihikaru on February 25th, 2010 10:58 am (UTC)
AWWWWWWWWWWWWW. ♥
(no subject) - fishydotlove on February 25th, 2010 02:02 pm (UTC) (Expand)
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Kim Marchettakimmarchetta on February 25th, 2010 06:09 pm (UTC)
LATE SPOT ;_____________;
just gotta ♥fishydotlove on February 26th, 2010 07:15 am (UTC)
xD *hugs*
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anothersujufananothersujufan on February 25th, 2010 11:13 pm (UTC)
This is amazing!! Love it so much!!
just gotta ♥fishydotlove on February 26th, 2010 11:05 pm (UTC)
THANK YOU :'D!!
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just gotta ♥fishydotlove on February 26th, 2010 11:06 pm (UTC)
thank you bb!! <3
goldenapple96goldenapple96 on February 27th, 2010 03:19 am (UTC)
Gah D: Donghae is so sweet here ;^; he's been getting buff lately :D!
I love it(:! Hyuk is killing me lately, he's winning me over little by little, BUT HAE
WILL ALWAYS BE #1 :D! Your fic is B-E-A-U-tiful!! Amazing (:
just gotta ♥: [Donghae] ¤ Hae ❤fishydotlove on February 27th, 2010 04:21 am (UTC)
he's always sweet<3
LOL YEAH!! HIM, BUFF, IS JUST SO HOT! xDD

lol i know your feeling, hyukkie (damn you swine flu) is too cute to ignore, ive been having the same problem :( but yeahh, Hae is always <333333

thank you bb<3
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ime-chanime_ime_ime on March 12th, 2010 06:05 pm (UTC)
that so uh...

sorry i can't find the right word.
if you can find word that explain something more that great, help me please....
ADD me please! T,T
just gotta ♥fishydotlove on March 19th, 2010 04:28 am (UTC)
lol sorry for the late comment, i didnt see this before~~
thank you so much for reading dear<3

and sure just add me and comment on my friends post^^~
<33
yukiakinoaraiyukiakinoarai on April 22nd, 2010 07:30 pm (UTC)
so romantic omg ....
i wish i could be hae or hyuk ...
but it was great ...
please write some smut pleasssse...iam crying like hell
just gotta ♥fishydotlove on April 24th, 2010 02:24 am (UTC)
awww thank you~

lol yeah me too, i wish i was hyuk lol

LOL yeah its been awhile since i wrote one :D you can check out my old one? xD
rabbitholic7rabbitholic7 on February 18th, 2012 07:29 am (UTC)
OMG, who wouldn't accept them as a couple? ksdjaksdja
We would be more than happy xD (?)
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